i don’t feel like myself. i don’t feel like anything, really. i feel really sick and sad all the time. i want to shut myself out. i want to cry but there are no tears. only a trembling lip and a lumped throat that never seems to go away. none of these things go away. they’re permanent. kind of like this situation. it’s never-ending. nobody ever asks me if i’m ok. i sit alone. sometimes i eat in the bathroom, sometimes i don’t at all. i think it’d be easier to just fade away to nothing. that’s all i’ll ever be anyway. nothing. a sad girl. that’s all i’ll ever be known for. sadness.
im just so so sorry
im sorry for existing
you can preach about slut-shaming all you want, but you can’t deny there’s something very wrong with 13 and 14-year old girls going out in skirts and dresses so short they barely cover their asses and shirts with necklines so low they show…